Christmas and New Year are the nicest holidays I could remember from the early years of my life! Christmas tree, Santa, snow, beautiful shop windows and the feeling of the holiday is everywhere during winter season.
Today, traditional Christmas activities include carolling, making and giving gifts, or just shopping, sending cards to family and friends, and enjoying festive dinners and parties.
But with the years I came to the conclusion that Christmas is the most terrible season for me! Why you can ask… The answer is so simple – I feel just lonely!
Just lonely as I am forty already, have a good career, nice car, cosy house, but the lack is the wife! Yes, I do have friends and I do have relatives, as my parents and a sister and a brother. They have the families of course – and I am always invited to all the family dinners… But I feel not in my shoes to be alone around them all and each time kid that I do not want to have a wife yet, it is too early for me or thanks God I am single! But as you can understand it is just a mask of mine! Actually I am nothing more just a slightly bent normal person who’s heart is in the right place. I want to laugh again but things have a way of changing very quickly.
I was thinking a lot about this all and understood that it is a kind of a funny thing to get acquainted with someone just in the street or a bar near your place as it was twenty years ago! I google in the internet to ask the guys what to do!? And suddenly got the answer! ON LINE DATING! So I recently became a member of this agency. I am a new. I applied to the agency because I have serious intentions to create a family. I think it is not just a correspondence via internet where you do not know with whom you correspond, and what purpose do people have. I believe that I will meet my special woman and does not matter on this site or not. I am a fighter and I prefer to do anything but not let the grass grow under my feet. So I have the first results! And feel happy about this! Hope I will find HER soon!
Sincerely, Edward
